Meherbani-Kaur

So what's up with me. Haha. Nothing. My summer vacation recently started. Which means: Time. For writing and for getting my Cosplay done. (But mostly for hangin' around, listening to music and watching Anime.) But. Not in the next three weeks. Because: I'm trying to get my driver's license. And I had my very first driving lesson today. For short: I failed. (Nah. It wasn't THAT bad.) And, yeah: I really just felt like writing about this in my journal. It's not important. I'm feeling incredibly old now. Because in the last year, I felt for the first time how my life is changing. So much stuff has happened. Great stuff. Sad

Okay. So NOW I managed to upload something. I'm so proud. No. Okay. I'm not. I'm still not caring. I wonder, if I should just delete all the devations that aren't written. I mean: They're all bad and most of them are more then THREE years old! It's really not me anymore. I've definitely become older, not much wiser, but I've grown up to a certain point. But, well, let's see. Until now my plan was to upload so many poems and written deviations, that noone will notice all the other stuff in my gallery anymore. (I've got this feeling, this might not actually work.) I don't know. I won't do anything until I'm completely sure. M

I thought it would be better if I stop uploading antything else than poetry... But...I just can't write... It isn't working... I'm trying for months now...but I can't feel the story... And all the different moods I always have aren't helping... Maybe something new will come...maybe not... I feel like I'm not caring anyways... Meherbani-Kaur